That was just one of the phrase we learnt for CME today.
There was another part of it but I could not really remember.
If you give this phrase abit more thought, you'll really find the meaning of it.
And then subsequently, you'll start relating it to your family, your friends, your pet cat or something like that.

That's how crazy your mind works.

Off to another topic.
Haircheck.
What the.
Ms Tay caught my fringe.
Ms Tay : Your bangs ah, must be above eyebrows ah.
Me : -smiles- ....

She caught Bernice too.
And Bernice's fringe is shorter than mine ok.
What the hell.
Why not let some ass try to have bangs that are above eyebrows?
I'm telling you the public will complain about THAT hairstyle rather than ours.
So freaking retarded!
Nevermind.
What was more 'entertaining' was seeing teachers going around catching boys' hair.
I saw a few from E3.
And then when it was time to go up to class, I could see a big bunch of boys sitting at one side.

Lessons.
It was like inhaling laughing gas today.
Biology, it was pretty okay. Not too bad. At least I kept myself awake.
All thanks to Ms Lin. :)
Ok, I'll give Ms Ye some credit too. :)

Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby!
I can't stop listening to this song. It's highly addictive.
I desperately need the romanized lyrics!
And yes, I'm looking up dance tutorials as well.

Adelia, I'll show you their signature move! :D
That is, if you don't mind. Hahahaha!

And, for the webcam chats.
I apologise if I had used any of your name(s) inside.
Nothing personal. It was just a slip-of-a-tongue moment.

To Joseph, who says I don't reply to tags?
I reply them at the taggers' blogs. If they don't have, I'll then reply at my blog.
:)

Talking about Joseph.
Chatting with him in MSN is funny.
But chatting with him in class is better.
That time, he didn't come for Friday.
I felt TERRIBLY bored.
:(


Just came back from Sembawang.
There's this new revamped shopping centre called SSC(?)
Bought a pair of flip flops, like finally.
It's been a shoe spree for me, really.
Saturday - a pair of school shoes.
Sunday - Clog shoes and flip flops.

The clog shoes, are really comfortable.
The size says 41, but heck I'm only like the 38-39 range okay.
But it fits, so damn it, I'm wearing them to SYF.

..
...
..

Then I also bought some stuffs from the Daiso over there.
Much more smaller, lesser stuffs there.
I can't seem to find my dried kelp.
I totally go CRAZY over dried kelp.
Sorry, Japanese dried kelp.
:)

So I just bought my 900ml Oolong tea and a pair of thick socks, just in case I'm going overseas during June. Hahahah.

Not the Tokyo Science trio thing for sure.
Due to the price.
Yes, it's way cheaper than the History trip ($2500)

BUT.
If I go Japan this year, that would mean 99.5% of my chances of going to Athens in the next two years will be screwed!
I want to go Athens in 2011, so badly. :(


OMG.
I FORGOT, MY MUSIC EXAM IS IN 5 DAYS TIME.
OH CRAP.


I have yet to study the shitty theory!
I have yet to memorise the scales without referring to the book!
GOODNESS.

That marks the end of my post.
Bye!

xoxo.

Hello.
As promised, a post for you guys.

To all Earth Hour participants, how was it? :)
I think Singapore, well, for a start, it's pretty okay.
Though it isn't good enough, I'm sure we'll do a better job next time.
Save The Earth!

Alright, I have to say, it's been a hectic and stressful week for me.
I'm just going to say about Friday, since well, it was our big day.
I'm happy for the efforts the CCA Council put in.
I'm so so very happy.
Let me tell you all how the meeting with the P, VP and all the other HODs went :

Firstly, when we stepped inside the conference room,
Mrs Oh : So who are you all?
Me : Um, we're the CCA Council.
Mr Ling : Oh, what does the CCA Council do?
Me : -pauses- ... Uh, .. -looks down on cue card- ...
( I forgotten whether I answered him anot )

Anyway, it was nerve wrecking to start the ball rolling.
But I'm happy that I have the chance for this.
I'm happy for everyone else.

Though they may not see this, I want to thank everyone but her! :)
Yes, I'm a bitch. Now then you know?
I also want to thank the others who are also in CCAC but not involved in the presentation.
You guys are awesome, and I can't wait to see you all in the next meetup which is tentatively next week. :)

I especially want to thank Mr Ang for helping us, and being sucha funny and nice guy to us.
He's really nice, damn it! :D
And hey, I was the one that helped him create his first Facebook account ok!

Ok. The two Mr Ang(s) will be receiving a teacher's day present from me. :)

So, well the meeting started at 3. We ended around 3.20pm, if I'm not wrong.
And then they started asking us questions that really made us reconsider our suggestions.
For example, the attendance thing.
We suggested to go around and catch students in school for those who MIA during CCA.
But after they talked us out, we agreed that we should leave it to the teachers to handle that.
Oh well.

Everything ended at 345. And when we came out of the meeting room, I felt so relieved, so light!
My legs were soft but, we left the room smiling!
Mr Ang shaked our hands and said we did a good job.
Hahah.
Expect to see us again on the 16th k!

Then it was time for CCA.
Well I was late.
And I didn't tell anyone about this cause I just didn't.
So Mdm Seah gave me the Why-Are-You-Late-Paulynn? look.
I just smiled.
Then Saffiah asked for my measurements.
She BLOODY HELL PEEKED UNDER MY COLLAR FOR THE MEASUREMENTS.
WALAU..
I JUST QUICKLY TOLD HER " 17, 17!!"
Then she asked for my skirt next.
Sensitive question k. :(

That's about it I guess.
I have to say, it's really hectic.
With all the homework and all.
If you miss a day of school, that's it.
You have to catch up.
Mdm Seah said that a lesson of amaths is equivalent to two emaths lesson.
I missed school twice already.
I'm gonna miss it again on the 2nd.
What the fk, it's a long day somemore.
:(

Sigh.
Oh well.

Today was heck of a rush.
Talking about CCA, I presume someone's very angry at me now.
I can tell she's angry.
And I know why too.
You know what, you have no reason to be happy.
From the way I see it, you're probably still steaming over this matter.
I just hope you'll look at in a much positive way.
Things aren't as bad as it seems.
And I know it's bloody hell not your fault that the teacher arranged it this way.
I understand why you completely diao me in the bus.
I DO.
And I don't want to lose this friendship just because things are like that.
Though I'm not really close with you,well, I'm close with your other friends.
I don't want anyone to be unhappy in a time so crucial like this.
SYF's coming, and I just hope you'll encourage those two asses to play.
I know you also want to be part of SYF.
But from the way it seems, if you don't think rationally, you're not only killing others, you're killing yourself too.
If it makes you happy, I'm sorry I stole your part.

CCA ended at 12+. It was like another Rush Hour for me.
My tuition actually was at 10am, but I pushed it later to 12, then 12.30. I can't push it anymore.
So, I left with Ben and Farhana.
They also had tuition.
Saturdays are really cocked up.
Then, well, I reached my tuition at 1245. Not too bad.
And I requested to change my tuition day to either Sunday or Monday.
Those are my only 'free days'.

Ok. I have to take a bath now.
Yes, look at the time, it's 0021!

To end off,



Pamela (R) says:
i look so pleeti
Pamela (R) says:
as always


Ah yes, to Adelia too !
- strikes the famous Mirotic pose at 'ya! -

:D


xoxo!

The wise ones say, a picture depicts a thousand words.

Well if that's the case,


























Show's over. Come back again next time!

P/S : I'm not involved in any shit in NE& Humans Club anymore!
So that means the chances of seeing that irritating bitch has decreased!
Sweeeeet!


xoxo.

We were debating whose teeth were more shiny. Obviously my set is shiner. Fuck your stupid dental appointment lah!


Refer yourself.


I think this is nice. My teeth nicer right? :)


Posing.


Smelling what? Lamer.


WOW?

Hahahahahha,


Another one.

Blahblahblah.


I'm sorry. I've never been this vulgar before. Only towards her.

DAOSTER. :(

And yeah, still web-camming.

For those of you who have webcam,
I'll be waiting!! :)


xoxo.

TODAY,
JOSEPH CRACKED ME UP.



WHILE TONGYI, ( well she cracks me up most of the times when I talk to her, vice versa!)

FUNNNY.


Ok. I'm waiting for that nut to online.
Waiting..
Still waiting...

.....

Look at the time now, 3.39am, and I'm not in bed yet!

I have to admit, webcam-ing is fun fun fun!
Next time, I'll definitely take candid screenshots ( Pamela, that's you,babe ) and show it to you all!

See how much I love you guys? <3

I'm finally done with iconnexion. Please don't ask me to send fucking files to you.
You can only ask me verbally.
Well, only for the special ones, I'll send you my answers. :)
Ok, what a biased bitch I am!

I'm crapping.
Probably 'coz I'm bloody deprived of sleep now..

I have to go to a temple at Sengkang tomorrow and pray, goodness!
IN THE MORNING SOMEMORE.
Sengkang, that's where Mr Ang lives, omfg.
That's where I was supposed to live also, initially..

Oh my god.
I think I can't sleep already.
I'm stuck with my CCA Council presentation!
I have to show it to VP and P ok.
No laughing matter.
Big shots :(
And some idiot's gonna be there, jesus.
Life was so peaceful when she wasn't with us, :(

What more can I say?
It's 3.45am.
I only have, the most, 4 hours to sleep.
I'm used to this shit anyways.
-_-

And I have tons of revisions to do.
Oh shit, I haven't completed my homework yet!
My weekend is screwed!!

..


Whatever it is, I still love you all! :)

xoxo.

Ok, so I didn't really wake up early.
I set my alarms at 10am onwards.
There were like 7 alarms, I just off-ed them all and went back to sleep.
Ended up waking up at 1pm..++
Goodness.

Went out to town with Bren and Pam yesterday.
Accompanied Pam 'coz she wanted to collect her Twilight DVD and she bought some notebook also.
OKAY, FINE. SHE BOUGHT A DIRECTOR'S NOTEBOOK ABOUT TWILIGHT. IT'S NOT A NOTEBOOK, IT'S A BOOK. BUT IT'S NAMED THAT WAY. SO YES. YOU GET THE POINT RIGHT?
MOVING ON.


She's really a klutz! :D
Fumbling with things.
Funnnnny.

Then we were deciding what to eat.
Couldn't really make up our mind.
So since Pam had that Borders card, we ate at Borders Bistro.
Not cheap. But worth it.
I ordered the curry chicken mayo sandwich. Fucking nice.
Bren ordered pizza. Thin crusted and cheesy. Very delectable.
Pam just ordered cheesecake and tea. Some dumb high-tea set.
She kept complaining her tea is so 'hot'. So she stir and stir and stir.
Lawls. To no avail.

Then, the bill was like 56 bucks.
But after discount 10% from the card, and an extra 20% discount for students, which was really unexpected, it was like 40bucks I think.
Simply worth it.
We sat there for an hour and talked alot about stuffs.
:)

Then we went over to Taka, whereby we passed by lots of shops like Cartier, Tiffany and Co, Coach, Dunhill, Burberry and lots lots more.
Fascinating!
We were observing each and every single little detail.
Well, not all but most.

It's funny at how you can judge people by their dressing.
Stereotyping is not good, actually.
But I mean, if it's a casual remark, I guess it won't hurt, right?

And it's not like we're being racists, right?
I'm sure racism tops profiling if there's an offence chart or something.

After that, we took MRT back home.
Whereby I started feeling discomfort, lol.

That's all for yesterday, I guess.
Enjoyable.


I'm in a dilemma.
Remember what I said about my guitar exam on a school day?
Thanks to that, I could not sleep early yesterday.
Spent almost the whole night thinking about it.

Postponing the exam is an absolute no-no.
That would mean I have to pay half-fee (which is probably like 100+ bucks) to re-sit for the exam.

I already spent alot this week.
Awfully alot.
More than ever.

Skipping school is really not what I want either.
A Thursday. How many lessons would I be missing?
Mr Ang KS already said that I cannot afford to miss any more of his lessons..

I'm thinking of telling my teachers beforehand that I won't be going to school, and I would kindly ask them for any homework whatsoever.
Should I do that?
MT and English I can forget about it. Can't be bothered, lol.
So I'll have to see Ms Tay, Ms Lin, Mr Ang, Ms Ross, and Mdm Fara.
Feasible?

Alright, wish me luck, people.
I can't stand another night thinking about this anymore.

xoxo.


P/S : Check out how wicked these people can be.

I'm feeling really scared to post now.

Hello people.
I'm thinking of opening my blog again.
Lol. But then I think of teachers sneaking into my blog and reading my posts!
And then you know, they have YOUR links, yes your links.
But you know what, I don't care.
It's either here or my unofficial diary or scraps of paper that I can pen my feelings and thoughts about a long day in school or strange encounters.
So yes, I'll just leave it as it is first. :)

Um, talking about today.
Pretty hectic I must say. ( wow, did that just rhymed?)
Started off, I woke up at 8.45am.
Both my sister and I know that we're gonna be late for CCA.
That's what you get when your parents aren't here to wake you up in mornings.

OK.
I finally got a decent(?) fringe.
It took merely less than 7minutes.
-_-
Well at least now, I won't feel irritated when I blink! :D

Went for Mr Ang's remedial.
THE WAY HE DRESSED, TOTALLY LOL..
HIS JEANS..REALLY FITTING.
AND HIS SHIRT, SLIM CUT.
LOL.

I can't believe I spent 15 minutes, or even more, on an Emath question that I have actually learnt in primary school.
You know those profits, losses things?
Yeah, that one.
I just couldn't visualize.
Thank goodness Mr Ang has the patience on students like me.
~.~

After that, around 10-ish, Pam miss called me thrice and I received pervy sms-es from her!
I got one that is super solid.
But she deleted away..
Sigh. I should have backed it up in a secret folder in my phone..
!!
!!
!!

Then later, we made out way to take 293 to her house.
Tong thought must go down, then I told her, no need, long way more.
-_-
So weird.
She was with Teresa right at the back of the bus.
Me and Tong right in front, as in, inches away from the bus driver.
Then come to interchange that time, then we took the iniative to go back.
Then we were right behind of Pam and Teresa. LOL.

Funnnny..
Pam sit until want to fall down, don't want to fall down that kind.
Ok I know my English is deterioating.
Deteriorating. ( I searched that up. -_-)
Sorry.
Continuing my story,
so Pam sit in a very fill-in-the-blanks manner.
I'm really a nice arse to tell her to sit properly.
You're gonna fall any moment.
So sit properly.
But nooooo, she didn't listen.
!!

It was a pretty long ride.
But thanks to Tong, I finally understand how to answer long divisions! :D
But thanks to that, we both ended up really dizzy.
Motion sickness.

Reached alr, waved goodbye to Teresa. :)
Then Pam did her solo catwalk for a while.
Of course me and Tong can't bear to see that heart-wrenching scene.
Haha, so we went with her lah, duh! :D
Reached her house alr.
Then went in lah.
At first, Pam scared us.
We thought cannot enter, since her dad's at home.
Thank goodness we can.
I'm scared of her neighbour's dog!
I WENT TO HER HOUSE SO MANY TIMES ALREADY, THAT DOG CANNOT SMELL AND RECOGNISE ME MEH..?
Saddening to know.

Anyways, at her house.
We did not just idle ok.
Pam served us yakult.
Um, I wanted three straws, she said she had alot of straws.
But she still didn't give me.
Probably she wants to reserve them so that she can use them to camwh0re again next time.
LOL.
Oops.
D:

Okok...
Pam played Wii with Tong.
Before I could clap hands or cheer or whatever, the game ended.
Pam won.
Obviously.

Then later she compete with her sister.
Lawllllllll~

Then later me and Tong had to go already.
We have to go CCA council.
At first, we were so eager to skip CCA Council and stay at Pam's house.
I mean, really.
In the end, we thought about the utmost important criteria- first impression counts.
So, we just went off around 12-ish?
Bloody hell.

Then after that, something happened..
Things didn't come the way I expected, as always.

CCA Council.

Very dry. Even though there were Fruitplus sweets laid on the tables for our consumption, it's really tiresome to absorb so much information on what, strategic planning?

If Tong and I knew it was gonna be this boring, we would have camped at Pam's house longer, and come the next day.

Jesus.

And thank you all very much for voting me as Prez.
I assure you your faith in me will not go wrong.
I'll DEFINITELY do a much better job than her, right?

Not a self-praising moment. Think with me, people.

I thank you all for believing in me, rather than in her.
I believe you all agree with what I feel about her.
That irritating whore.
Talks so much. Worse than a machine gun.
Ever since I came to know her, she was already getting on my nerves.
Goes the same for NE Club also.

Another brat.
And that brat goes with two other brats.
They make 3 brats.
1 brat = disgusting.
3 brats = please bloody kill me.

Or I should quote Isa, if he doesn't mind.
" Excuse me while I go to the toilet and throw up."

Jesus. I wonder why I have to suffer.
Others also.
I feel for you all, I really do.

We're gonna have another session of CCA Council tomorrow.
Will be meeting Leely and Tong.
And there's CCA tomorrow.
I can't bloody hell wait to see my mates.
I miss them hell loads.

Alright. Will update if there's any update needed.
Lawl.


XOXO.

I'm happy that finally, I know what I'm going to be when I grow up.
I'll keep it discreet for now.
Just for fun sake. Haha.

I'm also happy that finally Pam is not S.A.D
Rather she is M.A.D.
Tong, she and I are talking over msn.
And oh boy we are having a goooood time.
-_-

SHE IS CRAAAAAAAZY.
:(

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELIA! :D

Hello people. Updating again.
I'm having problems with typing. For the past few days, I "exempted" my index finger from doing the typing. Now that my index finger is okay, I keep fumbling with the buttons. Stupid Plus my finger is really numb... I press the fingertip, numb.. :(

OH, food for thought. It's gonna be Pi Day tomorrow! 3.14! Get it? :D

Anyway, I would rather talk about Friday13th..
Today was really an unlucky day. Woke up, my uniform was not washed. So I had to wear the uniform that is one size bigger, which really disgusted me.. I somemore delayed here and there.
Thankfully, not late for school.

Reached school, was as glum as ever. I mean, I suffered major discomfort from the clothing... :(

Then MT. I'm telling you Mdm Lee is really an ass. It was Ms Guo's turn to teach us. Then Mdm Lee just barged in the class, claiming that Ms Guo taught us the wrong stuff, and that E4 was already starting on their assignment. So while Ms Guo went over to E4, Mdm Lee taught us for awhile. She told us to forget what Ms Guo said to us earlier on. What the fuck, where got this type of people. That JI-ZHA-PO. NABU.

Anyway Bear's away in Korea for a week. I told her to buy for me things there! She better buy for me! :( She lucky lah, can go there see hot dudes. I want to see my beloved Rain. :(

Then Chemistry. Sucky.. Bear told Ms Tay that I could not take the TA today. Then Ms Tay scolded me for not informing her earlier on and not informing Mr Lim and told me that I would get a 0 for my TA if I did not do my test. "Fine, get a zero for all I care." That was all I thought of. She scolded me once, ok I let that matter go. Then later she called out Reb and me to go see her. Fine then. Saw her. I did not even want to look at her. She scolded me for not looking at her. How can I look at you directly when you're doing all the talking, and hello, we were just inches away. You want me to eye contact you? Fuck. Then nevermind, she scolded me the same old thing. And that I must skip Physics lesson to take the TA. Fuck, my Physics is 10x worse than Chem, you want me to miss 2 periods of it? I was fucking reluctant lah. But Bear told me to skip Physics and go for the TA as it's more important. Thought about it, and then my eyes started to get watery. I tried to not cry. But my nose just got even sour. Fucking hell...
All the sourness went away after Jeremy played the class video in the AVA room. I remember teasing Kitty that she got alot of pictures. Who knew the next picture turned out to be me! Wtf!

You know where the fuck I was sitting to do my Chem TA? - Right outside the counsel room.
The Knowledge Zone is fair enough. The most people come make noise all that, I just ignore can already. But she asked me to go sit inside there. You know. There got so many teachers and students walking past me. Mr Khong gave a sheepish grin to me, looked at me and smiled to himself. I SAW THAT OK! Mdm Zainab saw me and asked me what was I doing here. I replied "Test". She said "All the best." Thank you. Then Mdm Seah saw me, already said " Eh Paulynn.." but then she knew I was occupied with something, so she just left me and walked away. There was another male teacher who asked me why was I sitting there. I said " Test." Then I forgot what he said, but it was offensive and it ruined my mood alot more. Then I saw James. He said I slimmed down. I said thank you. That made my day, in one way or another. He continued bugging me. I asked him for the time. He said it was already touching 8, meaning that I have 15 more minutes to do. I 'pleaded' him to move away from me. After awhile he did. It was annoying. And I heard a teacher saying " Go to hell lah!" to another teacher. If I'm not wrong, they are not trainees. And also, Mr Tan wanted to go inside the staff room, so he shouted in a very gay voice to those teachers inside to let him in. Funny. I wished I could stay to see who would be the kind teacher who let him in, but sadly, it was time to hand up my TA. I went to the General Office and asked the clerk to hand in to Ms Tay personally. It's a test, I don't want to put in her tray. I don't want her to think that I took longer than an hour to complete. So it has to be given to her asap, whether she likes it or not.
FYI. I don't hate Ms Tay. She's my form. Hating her means it's the end of good ties and 'future bonding' with her in E3. Maybe at that moment of time, things turned fiery and I got agitated. But all that ends there.

At 11pm, we left for NYP, again.
No use apologising to you since you said I say sorry to you everyday and it means completely nothing to you now. Fine.

Took the bus, a smaller bus than the previous one. The driver was from China. ( read my previous post) However, this one seemed to be a nice guy. Well of course I should say that, he's the one doing all the driving to AMK!

There were many elite schools like RI, RGS, NYGS,NUSHigh School of Maths and Science, ACS, and not forgetting the 8th time champion of the NYP Astrology Competition :
Bukit Panjang Gvnt High.

Bernice and Vincent went for the advanced one at 1. So the rest slacked at the hall, which was some Theatre of the Arts. Bree-An sucks. He take so many pictures of me. Walau. Then how I know I accidentally snapped a picture of his 'lil brother'. Oh my god that was fucking embarrassing! It's not like I wanted to take. I wanted to take his face. HIS FACE. And hey, do you all know Bree-An is of Spanish, British, Filipino and Chinese origin? Jeeeesusssss. Call himself a Spanish, he kept blabbering French like some French arse.

Anyway the competition went fine. 60 MCQ questions, 1 hour. I just tikam my way through. Everyone did. Lol.

After that, we just saw the finalists ( RGS, RI, ACS, NUSHigh, NYGS and BPGH) competing their way through.

SOME GIRL FROM RGS, GOT DOWN THE STAGE AND SHOWCASED ( OR SHOW-OFFED) HER ANSWER TO THE JUDGES. LOL.
THEN WE SAID -5POINTS FOR DEFIANCE. She's so arrogant.
Pleeeeeeeeasse do some reflection. -_-

Anyway RGS won the competition. But it's ok. Let them hug the gold-coated trophy to sleep for all I care. (:
This is JYSS's first time. Next year, we'll be participating again.
Eyes on the prize people!
Actually well, it's the exposure and experience that matters.

I have to agree with Mr Lim:
"RGS's girls make good leaders. But NYGS's girls make good wives."

Funnnnny!
Oh and wishing Mr Lim's mum a Happy Birthday! :)

Everything ended at 8pm, at night.

Ok, tomorrow I have to go for the Inspirare Club meeting at 9am. I'll be doing as much homework as possible tonight, tml and on Sunday. I don't want my March Hols' to go to waste! :(

Hope you guys have a jolly good holiday ahead too!

Hello gorgeous ones.
Well duh, you guys are the lucky bunch who can read my blog, so yeah. :)
Unless you are some desperate fucker who copies my post and shares it with your fellow friends, which I hope you are not. You all can only, the most, quote. QUOTE!

Once again, the week will be ending soon. It never fails to amaze me how a week can pass so fast. Probably I was too busy with things that I lost track of time.
Let's see how my life torments me,shall we? :

Astronomy Competition
(tomorrow at Nanyang Poly,2PM. This means that I can skip CCA. Well it actually ends at 3pm but if we win and move to the next round, that won't be the case anymore right?)

NE Skit
(some shit skit whereby we have to finish up the script by tomorrow. Sigh.)


Chemistry Competition
(another stupid shit that I should not have agreed to participate from the start.
I was given a choice to either do it or not do it. I don't know why I chose the formal. :/ Fuck. Now I have to read unknown , alien, foreign chapters in my textbook. Ass.)

And lastly, the final lap, so to speak, Chemistry TA. I got some hints and tips here and there. I'm merely hoping for a pass. Bless me - a plea to all the Gods out there.

My results are really pathetic. They are either just-passes, or failures.
No more "All-Pass" thing going on. For those suffering like me, you'll definitely understand.
I'm engulfed by this sulky feeling around me that just makes me queasy.
The feeling of not able to do well for your-whoevers, the feeling of failing, the feeling of disappointment, all in one.

I'm just looking forward to the March Hols. I hope that the planned activities will be executed. I'm thinking of jogging, you know, for my 2.4. But of course, I have to find the most optimum time,venue and sports wear. Another thing that simply wears me out to the core.

Oh yes, not to mention I have to go for a haircut. Believe it or not, I've not did any trimming for 2 months(or even more). I need to get those hair ointments that increases hair growth rapidly without damaging your hair or giving you unnecessary scalp problems.

Ah. Guitar Club went to Republic Poly to prepare for SYF on Wednesday. I have to say, their concert hall is marvellous. They have built-in mikes inside the walls. I mean, who could think of that, seriously?
That's Maharah up the escalator. I forgotten how she got up there all by herself though!

This is Adelia!


Hahahahah!

This was the brownie I bought in their canteen for 2 bucks!(w free ice cream on top.)
Cheap and delectable, where to find? :)
Guess what, the staff working there were mostly China nationals. Thankfully I know abit of Chinese here and there, or else I wouldn't have know that they ran out of curly fries and cheese toppings. Anyway I always had awful encounters with China nationals. Pity me!
Anyways thank you Farhana and Adelia for the tasty potato wedges. :)

Ending off this post by saying that Pamela's house is really interesting. No sarcasm.
Will update in due time.
Byeeeeee! *grins

Happy Birthday, Shirleen!(:




Yes, I'm missing a day of school again! While i was doing some stuffs, I cut myself with the penknife.. :( Luckily I got my tetanus shot already or else I'll be.. :( Fucking hell.. -_- So that's not all, I started to get dizzy and whoozy and all I could see was black circles. My lips were hell pale and so I thought, you know, I needed air. So I started walking around my room in circles, inhaling, exhaling. Instead, I felt I was gonna go deaf. My ears had that numb, thumping pain. I thought I was gonna collapse. So I went to shower, of all the times, but it just couldn't stop. I felt chest pains and I told my sister to get me my inhaler.
And you know what, my itchy right hand went to press on the injured left finger, more blood oozed out. JESUS...

Terrifying..:(

Until I clear what's in my mind, I will not sleep. Mark my words.




Soothing.

And Jireh's message to everyone. ( It's on Saliva's Facebook.(: )



See this ( for those who haven't )


"I think we are all very blessed with what we have but sometimes we give up too easily on what we want to do .. Do not wait for the day arrives that you meet up with an unfortunate event to realize your own strength and potential ..
What Nick could do was not only to stand up .. but to challenge his own life to do what others think is not possible ..

You need concentration .. you lack it and I'm guessing the reason why you don't have it is because you're not sure yet where all these books and knowledge is going to get you in future .. without a clear view of your goal .. you are just walking blindly in the fog .. YES .. what your teachers and parents say are true .. what you are studying now will eventually help get u to where you wana go and what u wana be .. but if you can see that beacon blinking in that wide, open, EMPTY, sea .. then you know where you are heading .."

Don't you all agree?

Ending here.

Uh, nothing much happened today.
Although I must say this week past pretty fast.
I wonder if it's a good thing or bad thing. Lol.

The Physics TA. I'm praying with all my heart that I'll get at least a B.
The MCQ was really okay, but the open-ended, I think I screwed up a few questions.
But it's ok. Haha.

And I failed my Bio. Which was pretty expected so, yeah. :/

Went Subway. I finished my Subway Melt in like what, 10minutes.
I was in a hurry to get my ass home before 2.
You know, Saffiah and Mdm Seah taking over.
And S would always be sucha PITA and start to question my reason for being late.
IF the reason isn't valid, she'll start to nag and nag.
Jesus..once is enough ok.

Had CCA.
Ended at 5. :)
Saw the counsellors in their grey skirts and their stockings.
Then Shaheera said she got alot of hair, that explains the stockings.
LOL.

Uh, then received a call from Bernice saying they're about to leave.

AND I REALLY, LOST CONTROL OF MY SENSES.
I GRABBED MY GUITAR AND RUSHED FOR THE BAG,
THREW IN THE BAG, AND JUST RUSHED DOWN.
BUT SAFFIAH, OF ALL THE TIMES, BLOCKED ME AND MY SISTER FROM THE DOOR.
SHE STOOD THERE, SHOOTING ME THAT QUIZZICAL LOOK.
I SAID, " I HAVE TO GO ALR, MY PARENTS WAITING."

THEN SHE STILL WANTED TO ASK FURTHER,
BUT I JUST LEFT FOR THE DOOR, WHILE THE PEOPLE WERE SINGING LEON A BIRTHDAY SONG.
STUPID.

Okk. Thankfullllly, I made it. Well like duh,hah!
Then went in, and it's all the way to AMK. ( That rhymes. :O)
Whilst in the bus, it was total chaos.
Irritant A blasting his music.
Irritant B blasting his music.
And all the music is like those oldies.
Like Westlife, BON JOVI.

LOL, I COULD SING ALONG SOMEMORE.
LOL.

I didn't know Brian, Deddy, Bernice and Aloy were into oldies too. Yay 80s!

Reached there, and first thought, when we saw the entrance,
we didn't know it was NYP.
We being Vincent, Bernice and me thought it was a petrol station.
LOL..

Anyway, Joseph and I attended the lecture of Cosmology by Dr Cindy Ng.
She has a short tongue so she went like..

" He contracted a dizzy( disease)."
" The staahdi (steady) reaction. "
" Freyman( Friedmann) "
"
Haha, and Joseph kept asking Dr Ng those questions.
They say ask a dumb question, get a dumb answer.
But this one, we are asking a truly relevant question, and she gave us an answer that left us stumped.
How could we ask her again to explain with all the other students from prestigious schools?!
They would mock JYSS.
Well actually they won't, they don't even know where the hell is JYSS.
Aiya whatever lah. -_-

Anyway to sum it all up, it was a fun day(or night) at NYP.
Especially the part where I told jokes to the fellows.
Really, they are funny, cause they contain certain explicit content. Hah.
Not sexual ones lah ok.
-_-

Ah.Ending here. :)

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny.. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.


LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.


LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.


SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21) Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.


SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

Obviously, the ones in bold are, by far, from what I observe and know, is so freaking true!


I didn't go school today, or you can say yesterday, since now it's 1am.
Did you all miss me? :)

Hello people.I'm posting a quick one again.
Well, guitar class was fun today.
Funnnny.
The boys kept poking fun at Mr Lim, the instructor.
I like it. Not being sadistic.
Oooh, I probably won't skip another lesson next time.

And well, I got abit of information regarding the upcoming SYF.
I'll probably leak it out on Friday.
I hope we're ready.

Ah. PE.
We had to do some circuit thing(?)
We did twice of it.
Tiring.
But well, I like the microhandle jumping thing and the lying-down-on-the-floor-and-stretch one.
The rest are all just freaking torturous(if there is such a word).

Ah. The performance. I just remember the audience clapping along and I started to giggle.
And well, I also remember me having to strain my eyes, keeping them open, because the spotlight was so bright. But whatever the case, I quote Mdm Seah," All for exposure."

Did I mention I lost my voice?
It just happened just now, while I was having dinner at T3.
I was talking and talking and talking. When I reached the void deck, I could not talk at all.
Poof.
Like that.
It just 'ran away', like what the hell..
And I somemore wanted to call Ass.
How can I call Ass now, in this state?
Jesus, I would sound like a cow. Or worse.
!!!

I love the current weather,even if it means me getting caught in the rain.
Like this afternoon, it was a drizzle, so it wasn't that bad.
Then it started to get even heavier.
Cool.

I really don't know if I should skip school or come school late on 2nd April.
That's the day where I have my grading exam.
It starts at 10am, and I have to be there at least half an hour earlier.
Yes, it's still hell of a long way...
But... I can't afford to miss any lessons, moreover Thursday's a long day.
You think I should put my bag in school, leave school, do the damn exam, and come back to school during recess?
Or just plain don't come to school at all?
Or, go for the exam, then come to school during recess?


Friday's Physics TA1.
I really will feel my heart sinking to my pits if I fail this.
I'm already doing badly in Bio,Amath,Chem,and Emath.
Letting down Mr Lim, sigh.
In the workbook, I had alot of mistakes.
Then there was a particular question which I got correct.
He gave me a "Gd!" with a big smile beside it.
When I saw that, I felt abit guilty, for some reason.


Sec 3 life wasn't that fabulous after all.

Currently in a holiday mood woop woop! ;)

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