For those who witnessed..you know. You saw. you probably heard.. Bah. These type of things how to control, you tell me?????
i'm fine now. (well thats what they all say)
i dont blame him. (lie)
i don't care. (worse lie ever in the 21st century)
jokes aside.(miracle i can still crack jokes in my current position lor),
im just feeling very mixed. as if the current situation is not complex enough, today sucked.
THRICE leh. my eyes fucking pain??? and i rub them, stupidly thinking it will help any of the pain. what a ratard i am, it got more itchy. _'_
Guess we all used to say, "It's only January! Slack lah, power, woo" all that shit you know??
But it seems so wrong this year! Well not that kinda wrong. But the most of the lot probably got all their energy sucked already..i am of no difference.
It's 23rd January and we're stressing ourselves like we are all deprived of water and there is only that one pathetic lake there and we just walked 50metres and we are dying of thirst already. So they really meant it when you're sec 4, "don't play play."
When I was in primary school, I had a Math teacher. And I remember quite clearly he was talking about Amaths . He said it was a higher level type of Math. At that moment, primary 5, I thought I was never, over my dead body, going to take up Amath in secondary school, since my Math in primary school can already kiss my ass.
Who would know I'll be taking Amaths now?..
That;s why I refuse to drop Amath. People keep tellng me, and some even blatantly scolding me stupid(_"_) for not taking up a Pure sub and dropping Amath, (i am a sensitive bitch so you are sooooo dead man).
One question to you ratards, my combination affects you???! Holy cowz! :O
So, yeah. End of my rant. I wish everyone, to the best of your ability to do well.
Y'know what, DO JUNYUAN PROUD, JUNYUAN CHAMPSSSSSSSSSSS!
Sometime later, I have to send you away.. but I don't have the confidence to do that
You found the place that I was alone at.. Now you're gonna go backI knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart hurt
Now you're gonna go back to your place because you found the love you wanted
I have to send you, a happy person, away with a smile..
Stress. Building. Up.
it's 5.14am now. i really need to squeeze out at least
complete homework out of me. damn it lazy me, i have to give family day a miss tomorrow. damnittohell.
what i did today w family was.. a simple but laughter-filled outing @ city square. ate @ Saizeriya(my 3rd favourite restaurant,1st being Spaghetti house, 2nd being Don) played bball @ timezone(if you read my twitter or facebook statuses you should know it) and i sweated like mad. afterwards we headed in picket and rail. i love how everything is so cottagey and vintage-y. and mum sorta asked if the designer there could come design my house. this is still in planning stage of course.but we're so used to ikea and stuff so i don't know how all this will work out. :-(
and i cannot be so greedy to squander madly. "can save, better save. save save save." lol-_- so it's either revamping or travelling. which would you pick if you were me?? :-( anyway thank goodness CNY is still far (from now) and i guess i'll have plenty of time to think about that later, hmmph.
on a side note, i am looking forward to school seeing back my friends & teachers. i believe i am not the only one that feels this way haha. i really am starting to miss tongtong and clique and all the other mates in class. i believe i will lmao when i see boys' hair especially chong's. LOL. but he'll probably laugh back at mine. so i better shut the fk up. -_- and i believe i will definitely smile like an idiot when i see aks. damnit i hope he doesn't catch me for like....anything!!! omg if he even catches me for smiling now that's really fked!!!! -_-!!
i am so happy. that i can finally have THAT chance to do a duet with dotdotdot. i simply can't wait for that and i hope my instructor will not cheat me. i never thought i'll have that chance!!!
sobsob!!
i have said it before(i think) and i will say it again. time really flies. i remember anticipating for this(december holidays) and now, it's already the third day of 2010, good lord. and monday will be the day every student will be awaiting for- school! waking up at 6. feeling that morning rush and "i can NOT miss that bus/mrt" and "hair must be neat", "skirt must be nicely folded(oops)" thought.
fellow mates,let's all work hard and see you all back in school on the 4th!
love & thank you for being my friend(how cliche hahahahaha)
and OMG i just heard the newspaper man gentlydumping my newspaper outside my house!!!!! you know what this means??? SLEEEP!!!!!
bad day.
Jan 23, 2010