If I have interesting updates I'll definitely drop by again.
Till then. Seeya rawbutfresh!
Nov 23, 2009
Who can i turn to..when my feelings overwhelm me...you can't tell anyone...
You have nobody but yourself to count on.
Nov 21, 2009
我們的腳本 要寫的好認真
我已經看過太多的悲劇
能給一點點笑 就算是笑中帶淚
我也無所謂
rant
Nov 13, 2009
Angry with some people. I know that I can never trust them anymore.
You should mind your actions.
For a liar.
Lying is sinful enough. Making up lies to cover your past lies and LYING again AND NOT EVEN BOTHERING TO CONFESS IS THE WORST OF THE WORST. Note that you cannot keep something from someone forever. You have to spit out the truth one fine day, whether the consequences are dire or not.
For a world class pretender.
Being a critic at people is "good" enough. You hate them and you don't even know them. For those blind followers who FOLLOW pretenders, have you heard of "blind leading the blind"?????
Wonderful. Round of applause.
For an attention wh0re.
Please don't just do it for the sake of attention.
We have eyes. We can see what you're feeding us.
Those bitches who intrude my personal life, my family and my butts', seriously just GTFO. Don't bother resolving it. Don't bother.
From one action, we see the true colours of someone. We know what you are capable of doing.
Because the wound is already inflicted.
A scar will be left behind.
Because of one matchstick, a fire starts.
All thanks to one person. Many are affected.
GROW UP, C'MON.
The same golden rule applies,
"DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, DON'T ASSUME."
And don't even bother to guess who is who. I'll only tell those who I feel need to know. Again, don't make assumptions. If your conscience is clear, there is nothing to be afraid of. I just needed to release what bothered me for so long.
To end it off formally, a question still bothers me.
"Why can't we treat everyone sincerely without asking for anything in return?"
But what does it bring, if I aint got you?
Nov 11, 2009
Went out yesterday with butts, as well as Teresa, Regina, and how can we forget our lovely birthday girl,
ORLENA YEW
(honoured? hee hee)
Well we celebrated in advance. Met at Shaw at CS. Booked tickets for My Girlfriend Is An Agent.
Then we went to Seoul Garden! Yummy food. I had 3 rounds. Seriously yummy, but because we had to hurry, for the movie, we couldn't eat alot. Wasted. But it's alright.
The show was great. Very entertaining and funny.
After that walked around T1 and bought a ring from Diva. That's probably it. Hope birthday girl enjoyed herself.
Pictures will probably be up on Facebook sooooooooooooooon. :-)
Later I'm gonna meet birthday girl again! Going for CCA Council lunch @ 18Chefs. Hope Mr Ang will be touched by our lovely surprise for him. Heh.
Maybe I'm gonna rent some books @ eastpoint to bring for my Genting trip.
Shopping shopping shopping.
Money money money.
Sigh. :-(
To end it off, wishing two of my lovely friends,
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ORLENA YEW AND ALVIS!!
uprising.
Nov 8, 2009
I was actually fucked up with someone while SF-ing but turns out everything's good now, I even joined his clan LOL.
Hopefully I won't get too addicted to SF cuz it's just to pass my time.
Anyway wow...5 more minutes....
But I don't care, eh eh eh eh eh. I DON'T CARE.
Mark my words, mark it hard.
You're seriously not worth my time. So. Beat it, just beat it, yeah.
I stayed at home the whole entire day today. Very unproductive, which I hate.
Shall start doing constructive work starting from tomorrow.
May not be online much. Facebooking much. Sigh, I have to stop playing and start doing more serious things already. :-(
Happy that Christmas is nearing!
sad.
Nov 6, 2009
To tell you the truth, I'm really sad inside now.
For not being able to go out with butts for the Singapore Hit awards. Sigh. really sad.
And so many other things to get over.
Like you.
What if human beings had no emotions?
"Are they thinking of me?"
Aren't holidays meant to be happy? Joyous?
Yet I'm cursed with all these.
I feel life sucks.
I hope that this horrible feeling will go away. Cause who am I to get sad?
Nov 5, 2009
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around.
constellations.
109 views. That's pretty awesome. Thank you anonymous people. Don't know about how you guys think but I'm getting friggin bored with my song playlist already.
School was dull. Face it, I can never keep quiet during AKS lesson man. He'll force me to retort him back you know. Life's tough, hah. And History was moderate to me I guess.
No plans today. It was raining when I was dismissed. Had a short, but impactful talk with Aloy and Kitty. Which I really needed, after all that had happened. Tell myself not to brood about it anymore, still, the thoughts linger. Looking at the current situation, what can I say?
I ask myself,
"So who's to blame?"
Then I know in love, there's no right or wrong.
On to more positive stuffs, I'm home alone, which I like a lot! Yes!
Keep reading if you're interested in my updates. And click my ad if you can. Leave a tag to let me know you're here. I'm being rhetorical hah.
Alright. Bye!
straight through my heart
Nov 4, 2009
At least I'm beginning to feel a lot better.
Drowning myself in work would keep me more occupied.
Concerns are appreciated, thanks.
Seriously what's the point of me thinking so much anyway?
Looking forward to whatever's ahead of me.
I will not talk so much during AKS's lessons anymore. Sheez.
Okay well, research time.
You don't know what a girl want
Yeah, this is my first story Say oh, oh, oh, baby, la, la, la, la, la Say oh, oh, oh, honey, la, la, la, la, la
All men are the same You don’t know anything, you couldn’t even get my hints Oh gosh, you are driving me crazy
My new hairstyle and brand new shoes When I ask how is it You don’t know anything about it
Instead of using your credit card Show me a troubled heart when I am mad I can’t tell really your heart Please tell me straight up
“I love you” that one sentence How long are you going to be indecisive Oh, from now on Please tell me One, when we hold hands please Intertwine them Two, smile when i'm irritated Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know Even when I tell you, you don’t know
Three, call don’t text Four, make sure you make an eye contact when we talk Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know You really don’t know my feeling
You don’t know what a girl wants What a girl, what a girl wants
fog
Nov 3, 2009
Many things are running in my mind now. Wild, I say. But surprisingly enough, I did not shed a tear. Yet. Maybe tears did well up. But I refuse to cry. Told myself to control. Harder than it looks.
Whatever.
Everything is coming back to me now. The past, everything.
Maybe we should. Maybe we shouldn't.
-
Nov 2, 2009
I'm pissed. Never been so pissed at someone before. Honoured?
badly bruised is all i can think of right now.
insomnia,
Nov 1, 2009
Am pretty drained from doing stupid htmls and stuff for dailylifes and chronicles. don't get these sort of things and never will i.
oh well. it's going to be 7am. just remembered i had such a bad headache around 2am and i popped in 2 panadols, or that's what i think. usually panadols make me drowsy. true, my eyes are pretty tired but I JUST CAN'T SLEEP. uh hoh.
think i'll just skip sleep and make myself a tall glass of milk and a bowl of cereal. how about that? :-)
wow. am pretty energised now after typing that.
So,
GOOD MORNING, SUNDAY! :):):)
Halloween
Happy Halloween isn't making me Happy anymore cause I found out that people are reading my blog without tagging!
>:-(
Was a boring day today. But least I spent good, much-needed quality time with family.
Aha. I saw a pair of lovely Lacoste shoes. You're mine!!!!! :-)
I don't wish for much now. Just wish he knows that I care. Simple enough?
Nov 28, 2009