Hello once again.
I have not been going out these few weeks.
It's always school>home.
Everytime.
If I'm lucky, just lunch around the school area.
Or, TM or T1?
I'm
envious. Envious of the fact others can have things I've been longing to have.
Be it looks, accessories etc.
Envious of the fact they don't need to do much to get what they want.
The craziest thing is that I think this has turned into jealousy.
SYF is over. And there are papers coming up.
I really hope I can make it for my amath test.
Among all the tests Mr Ang set, I studied my utmost for this one.
I'm hoping to pass this.
I really hope.
I cannot fail any test anymore.
From January, I kept failing my Math tests. Both E and A.
Mr Ang's sick of it.
I'm sick of it.
And I guess it's because Math lessons have become more and more fun for me, that I am more motivated to do well for my Maths.
And Ms Tham. I really detest you.
For not believing in me when I said I was and is going to be busy this whole week.
Exams are coming.
You want me to take part in some film production video?!
I'm already thankful for Mr Lim for allowing me to get out of Inspirare.
He just agreed to it
without hesitation.
And
you?
I came close to begging you to take me out of NE and that fucking competition.
You deny and say that if I'm going to be actively involve in competitions, I'm in NE Club as well.
That's not what Ms Ross said.
Fine.
Fine.
FINE.
Wait for my parents' letter, dumbass.
And just when things can't get any worser, I changed to this new msn.
And now, my sharing folders from the previous msn are all gone.
My songs.
My pictures..
Gone....
And swine flu is butting in.
And I need to get a new thermometer cos mine don't seem to work anymore.
:/
I know how it feels, believe me. I've been there.
May 2, 2009