Hi again.
I'm already in my 'holiday mood' even though there's one more paper to go.
Yes one more paper.One more fucking paper and I will celebrate!
That is, if there are plans..
I hope there will be.
I don't want to rot at home... :/
I get kinda depressed when I talk about this. Or even when I think about this.
My dad's birthday is coming up. (Tuesday)
I guess it's gonna be pretty big since it'll be his **.
Not gonna disclose the age. Hah.
And well. I was really gonna buy a polo shirt for him.
He looks really good in collared shirts.
Well don't all men do? Okay.
Only some. Like Rob. :DBut my idea got thrown away like some crap and now we're just gonna have some celebratory dinner.
I need family time anyway. Thanks to the exams..
Speaking of which, Bio really sucked today.
I say that cause I didn't study.
But even those who studied, said it was hard.
So I'm bound to fail this.
Sadly. No matter how much I adore Biology lessons with Ms Lin and Ms Ye who have left us, I still have that lazy side in me. And I don't study and play computer.
..
I learnt that.. it really sucks to be doing last minute revision.
My last minute refers to exam-tomorrow-revision-today kind of thing.
The feeling is sucky.
And I swear my fucking ass that I won't repeat this anymore, unless because of circumstances which I cannot control.
Since I can foretell that I'm not gonna do well for my mid-year, I'd better do well for the EOY.
So that I can continue with my Triple Sciences.
And also, lots of things have been going through my head while going through this period.
Just let me rant this out.
I learnt that I should take more control in my emotions and not let them get the better of me.
I learnt that I should let things be the way they are and not force my way through.
I learnt that I should take it more easy and really not over react in trivial matters.
I learnt that I should appreciate what and who are with me now.
I learnt that I should be more sensitive to others and not get jealous easily.
And lastly, I learnt to love myself.
Like finally.Gah. I should stop ranting and start celebrating!
Where's my bottle of champagne huh?