It's alright if my facial appearance sucks.
It's alright if my hair is thinning every single day.
It's alright if I'm getting heavier.
It's alright if you don't give me freedom to go out with my friends.
It's alright if you don't give in to me as much as her.
It's alright if I feel depressed every single day.
It's alright.
Cause I have the
$ now.
Don't really care how much I spend.
Don't really care how I spend my money.
Don't really care whether I splurge on things that are unnecessary.
Cause money is the only comfort I can have right now.
It doesn't matter if I'm gonna be shit broke when school starts..
I'll leave the worrying till the end. :(
And I don't want to do my homework now.
I don't have the mood.
I lost the feel of
"working hard towards my goal - JC"Probably, I never had the feel from the start?
Probably,
I was just some human being who just sucks in whatever info she can suck.
But deep inside, she is clueless about everything and anything that's going around her(?)
Kill me, for being this lazy.
Kill me, for not having motivation like the other fellas, who can do so well..
And the word here is "
consistent".
I am not consistent...
I am not.......
:/
Probably. I will do finish my Math practices, in my 5 day workshop.
And then, I'll revise the guides for my Science after that..
Hopefully, pathetically, finishing everything before the 3rd week.
And leaving 2 nice weeks to go have
fun,
fun,
fun.
That's how we roll.
XOXO.