It's coming to a Wednesday but I keep thinking tomorrow's a Thursday. And I'm not the only one feeling this way.
Well. I did something ridiculous today. Make that all the NE Champs. For the investiture, we have to make such an awkward entrance at the later part.. I'm praying I won't trip over a bag or a file. Planning to skip tomorrow's and Thurs' rehearsal. LMC is really very ks. Like seriously.
And something very saddening is that I left my SYF costume in the lab. Which really sucks. Really really really really really fucking sucks.
This week has been very hectic. Look at the amount of hair I've dropped. Ever since last week,we had taken at least 2 tests. This week there's 3. And the next, we'll have 2. I'm tired. Really tired. I don't have the extra energy to even talk at home. Now, I just either "mm" or "yah". Which my family is starting to get edgy about.
And tomorrow's PE. I'm planning to sweat out as much as I can. Releasing endorphins will make one feel good.
Aiming to pass my Amath TA. Since my Sciences are all like shit now.
Ending with a sigh. Goodnight.
Sigh. I don't even know whether I can even be in a joyous mood on my birthday. I mean. On the actual day. If I'm thinking too much, then fine. Case closed.
. And guitar class tomorrow, he's not there. Rephrase. He will not be there till maybe Nov. What if he doesn't come back thereafter? I won't get to see him anymore. Why can't I at least have a beautiful ending to this?...
You break down my walls with the strength of your love
Aug 4, 2009